~RITES OF PASSAGE~

[michael]

Time for a decidedly survivor twist   I'm gunna do this over the next few days.

[michael]

~ Ray ~


Literally talked to him once in our private discussion I think. He seemed chill? Can't say more than that though. Obviously the catalyst for the Australians pulling their shit together and we didnt lose another one until F5 so well done Ray! We love ya. Next time pick a better character though Ray sucked irl sorry not sorry. For that alone I judge you.




~ Gerry ~


Unlike Ray I had EXTENSIVE conversations with Gerry. We talked like three times so you can see we were close and his loss hurt me very badly. For real though Gerry was cool but I have a feeling our timezones didn't match up so I targeted him to leave that round simply because he wasn't useful to me. Aisha was a good servant and did my dirty work for me Apparently he talked a lot more to other people? Who knows. I have seen him active on the board constantly though so that is strange. Good for you Gerr Bear. 




~ Sara ~





Her exit was so randomly hilarious and bitter I lovvvvvvvved it. It really spiced up the first few boring evictions. She was quite but I liked her I guess. She didnt really message AT ALL though so it was hard to make a connection to her. She wasn't inactive in the strictest sense in the word but no one really wanted to work with her because of her quietness. Maybe in another season she coulda slipped by but this was not her time. I still liked you Sar Bear

[michael]

~ Audrey ~

Hehe out of everyone who left early I felt worst about the next two lol. Audrey was great to talk to but she suffered from the fact she refused to talk any game with anyone really. The problem with that is that everyone thought she was on everyone elses side and not theirs when in reality she had no one. I guess a bit of n00b vibes? Shes got the social game down pat but she struggled with game and after being put in the spotlight the first two rounds as HOH and voted biggest threat it was too good an oppurtunity to get rid of her. Also LOL at her feud with Jackie that I made up to keep Jackie on my side lol. Sorry Audrey but that was HILARIOUS. Jackie was so furious that you threw her under the bus to Aisha which... did not happen at all lol. Or if it did I had no idea about it. At the end of the day Audrey left because there was an opportunity and I kinda "pushed" Adam towards nominating you. If we had been better friends I woulda defended you to Adam and you probably would have survived. Funny how things work out like that. Ily babe you were good fun for a short while. 


~ Jackie ~

For a while I was absolutely obsessed with Jackie. She was awesome and I think I felt the most similar to her in terms of our likes/dislikes. I still feel that way tbh. We had some of my favourite convos of this game and we had them like back to back to back. It was my dream to work with her long term but it changed when she started being a lil bit shifty. Her actions in making a group with Pilar and Vanessa were shady and THEN she obviously spilled the Frozen Five to Jmac and even if she didnt she was way too close with him. She was like a version of Aisha that played WAY too hard too fast and got caught. She also then fucked up the middle portion of the merge for me by being a bitter bitch and spilling shit to Pilar and everyone. Seriously how fucking annoying ugh thats a NO NO. Anyway I still love dis girl and shes one of the most I am looking forward to seeing. She probably deserved a higher spot but at the end of the day she was too slim shady that round so no regrets. She was also hella easy to manipulate and I feel like that woulda come back to bite me in the ass the further she lasted. So it was good for me personally she left. Ilybubs

[michael]

~ Adam ~

Man you got robbed hard in this, more than anyone else I think. Audrey left for her own reasons but YOU, you left for something that was my fault which I feel bad about since you were basically my favorite dude. You were funny, real and very trusting which was hard because I was completely not trustworthy and yet you STILL gave me chances even after I fucked you over which I thought was due to our amazing connection You were definitely, DEFINITELY, the most robbed ugh. Its funny because I am actually kind of lucky you did leave because I feel like a lot of the vetos I did win you would have won had you been around. Thanks for sacrificing yourself for mikey and I hope you are doing well and not taking this as hard as you were. You should have been in the frozen five  WHICH SHOULD HAVE BEEN CALLED THE MOUSEKETEERS AND I KNOW YOU WOULD BACK ME UP ON THAT.




~ Vanessa ~

Girl loosing you Adam and Jackie in a row was tough because I talked to you three the most. You know how I feel about you, you were super amazing and such a unique personality. I have never met anyone quite like you and I mean that in the most complimentary sense possible because too me there are too many basic boring bitches in the world and you are not ANY of those three things. You were such a kind and motherly influence in a game about backstabbing and lying and you taught ME to be a better person for the time you were around You are the one person I truly never even considered backstabbing and I would have very much took myself out before I would have targeted you. This game seemed to weigh on you so much more than anyone though and I felt like that was to your detriment. The one negative we had was how personally mean and vindictive you were to some people which was just not nice I mean I was extremely mean to people but I never actually hated them but for you it felt personal I hope you made up with those people and this is all silly of me but you need to remember sometimes its just a game and that at the end of the day we are all here for fun. Ilysm and you are a robbed g.oddessa too Your stories  

[michael]

~ JMac ~


Honestly dude you were kind of a let down. You started off so well! You might have been my favorite from the USA click the first night but you dropped off HARD. So hard to get a hold of you and when we did it didn't matter because you had nothing worthwhile to say. I hope you're not too busy irl but yeah. You were also super annoying with you retarded ass lying the round adam left which you did for literally no benefit or reason. One of the worst decisions in org's I've ever seen.




~ Char ~


I have a feeling you are pretty new to these so I'll be gentle You were a big cutey pie thew whole time and we had a couple really nice discussions that I really liked! You were such a nice person to talk to but... it was exceptionally hard to get a hold of you and after a while I lost all interest in talking to you because it was clear you were not that invested in the game and I didn't think you would ever be a problem for me. I am surprised at how involved you seemed on your exit and if you showed that same sorta pizzaz during the game maybe we woulda worked together. You were frustrating to plan about but I think you were adorable so you get a pass




~ Godfrey ~


Man I really feel bad you went inactive but it was great for my game lol. You were, on your day, the best challenge competitor for the people I was working against so it was lucky you did go a bit inactive. Bit robbed of a jury spot but I doubt you would vote for me anyway alol. You were genuinely hilarious several times but you also made EXTREMELY illogical decisions which made me really, really annoyed at you. You were so willing to get rid of Adam I was almost convinced you weren't actually friends with him at all lol. Its only fitting he gets jury and you don't tbqh   I liked that we could play around and you obviously saw it only as a game and didnt take anything personally which is something I can dig! Better luck next time dude but for me you were mostly an annoyance.

[michael]

~ Pilar ~


I am glad we had our feud because that is honestly the most interesting memory about you lol. Its interesting going back over my early diary rooms and saying you were okay and even good! You are DRY girl and if you want people to love you show at least SOME personality. Boring gamebot who wasnt even especially good at being a gamebot. I'd say I dislike you but you are so incomprehensibly plain I couldn't discern enough of a feature to have a negative opinion on. The worst part is we are probably both going to be on all stars because of our rivalry 



~ Aisha ~


The complete opposite of Pilar in personality you were amazing even though we didn't message as much as I would have liked. Our timezones never matched up that well I think or you were too fab and off having an amazing life. That was the problem you were just too amazing and even though I think I played a way better strategic game then you (lol) I think you would have won EASILY at the final 2 because of how likable you were. Plus your underdog story was pretty great. One of the best decisions I ever made was to fight really hard for you the first round because that paid back in spades. I think it was ridic people tried to vote you out first when you were so incredible. LOVED you and especially during the middle to later merge your convos gave me life to survive what was a very dry conversational period. I think getting you out is one of my best moves in this game and that should be a tribute to how amazing you were. Zach is way to conservative to ever make a move on you and I hope that same conservativity carries me into the F2

[michael]

~ Kevin ~


Kevins kind of in a weird spot because I liked him a lot at the start of the game and thought I would ally with him at one point. Then Frozen 5 came up and he became a little less active and I lapsed talking to him for a while in my holiday etc. So I had no real idea where his head was at. Working on him was really hard but thanks to Pilars own stupid fault Kev bev turned on his alliance and started working with us. Thank God he did cos he won theimportant HOH's that sent home Pilar. He then kinda bowed out without talking much in the last week and he felt uninvested in the end even though apparently he still was talking smack about me. I am very confused about where I stand with Kevin lol. He was cool but kind of a bad gameplayer who seemed pretty uninvolved in the whole thing apart from taking Pilar out at the end. I did like ya kev bev but I didn't feel super close to you. Hope you had a fun game



~ Zach ~

Wishful thinking with this placement alol but I hope you are the last juror tomorrow dude. You were one of my closest friends early on and we were close the whole game. I like you a lot man but I feel like we don't have TOO many similar interests and so sometimes our convo didn't flow super well ykwim? Still I can recognise you are an awesome dude and a great friend to people. Its your best asset in the final 2 because honestly dude you kidna didn't do a WHOLE lot in the game   You managed to save yourself with Pilar that one round and THAT was impressive but outside of that you seemed to go with the flow more than anything. I would describe you as a very conservative player and you thrive in an alliance but I have a feeling if you didnt have the Frozen Five to back you up for a while you would be easier picking. Still I think you are amazing and if you win this you totally deserve it! Your photoshops are incred btw and you are extremely talented at what you do! I am super jealous haha. 




~ Penny ~

I mean you were pegged as a F2 goat back in round 2   You are a good competitor though and even though we dont talk much at all I think you are better then most of the people I interacted with in this game. I wish you put more effort in at the start middle and late middle stages instead of just right at the end because then maybe we could have worked better together. You're fun and all but GIRL gimme something to work with! Very frustrating when you seemed like such a flip flopper for so much of the game. You made some ridic decisions as well. Oh well, we all do don't we? Thanks for taking me to the F2 and the crown tomorrow