Post by godfrey on Dec 4, 2015 2:40:20 GMT
ay. i guess i shoulda done one of these.
i dunno how to make this look. i guess getting evac'd from sitting on my ass in a big brother house isn't very bad ass. maybe make it look like pilar and i fooled around and we all know she's a domme beneath the sheets, so lets blame my injury on that instead of the fucking flu.
anyways, hey. i've never gotten out from an evac before, it's kinda lame. like i didn't get to finish my story. i was hustling in there too, making magic happen. there wasn't a day where i wasn't thinking about this game, and i hope that showed. i was balling hard, scheming. i have poly sci notes in my notebook that kinda stray into bb strategy lol. i'm lame.
anyways, yeah. it sucks that i got evac'd, it sucks that i got the flu, but i can't just take it back or avoid it. i'm proud that i lasted till the final 8 without a flu, and while i would've loved much more than that (FINAL 3 REMEMBER? that was my goal) i can at least take solice in knowing that i got beat by the flu. i've got a bit of an ego, no lie, so it helps to blame this shit on nature instead of being a worse player than someone.
then again, maybe if i washed my hands more i'd have never gotten the flu. this is all my damn fault, fuck.
back to reality, while nature kicked my ass out of that house... i just never got to prove that i could win. i dunno, like i said earlier, i feel like i didn't get to finish my story. i was hyping myself UP, you bet your ass i was working myself up to become a finalist and shit like that. trying to make the magic happen DAILY. i wasn't perfect, i was quiet at times after the frozen five scandal, but i am still proud of the game i played and i think i'd still be in that house at this very moment if i never hit the dusty trail. maybe i'd be in and kevin would be out? i dunno. that's shitty for me to live in an alternate reality where i gotta assume who i beat, haha. i'm an ass.
thats what makes it suck more, is i was proud with what i was doing and that's all you can really ask for. voting out adam was a lowlight, and voting out van sucked ass too no matter how shitty she got with me. i wanted that highlight to be a victory, but it isn't. it's just kinda like... i have fond memories of this game, i had a great time, and i worked hard. i was just ripped out you know? like i feel like i still belong in that house.
oh well, life moves on. you bet your ass this isn't the last time you'll hear from me. i had a great time and i NEED to finish my bbrnf story. thank you hosts for dealing with me, and thanks alumni for having me along for the ride too. this was a great game, and i hope you're all proud of it.
lets finish strong, and i wish enormous amounts of luck to the final 4.
i dunno how to make this look. i guess getting evac'd from sitting on my ass in a big brother house isn't very bad ass. maybe make it look like pilar and i fooled around and we all know she's a domme beneath the sheets, so lets blame my injury on that instead of the fucking flu.
anyways, hey. i've never gotten out from an evac before, it's kinda lame. like i didn't get to finish my story. i was hustling in there too, making magic happen. there wasn't a day where i wasn't thinking about this game, and i hope that showed. i was balling hard, scheming. i have poly sci notes in my notebook that kinda stray into bb strategy lol. i'm lame.
anyways, yeah. it sucks that i got evac'd, it sucks that i got the flu, but i can't just take it back or avoid it. i'm proud that i lasted till the final 8 without a flu, and while i would've loved much more than that (FINAL 3 REMEMBER? that was my goal) i can at least take solice in knowing that i got beat by the flu. i've got a bit of an ego, no lie, so it helps to blame this shit on nature instead of being a worse player than someone.
then again, maybe if i washed my hands more i'd have never gotten the flu. this is all my damn fault, fuck.
back to reality, while nature kicked my ass out of that house... i just never got to prove that i could win. i dunno, like i said earlier, i feel like i didn't get to finish my story. i was hyping myself UP, you bet your ass i was working myself up to become a finalist and shit like that. trying to make the magic happen DAILY. i wasn't perfect, i was quiet at times after the frozen five scandal, but i am still proud of the game i played and i think i'd still be in that house at this very moment if i never hit the dusty trail. maybe i'd be in and kevin would be out? i dunno. that's shitty for me to live in an alternate reality where i gotta assume who i beat, haha. i'm an ass.
thats what makes it suck more, is i was proud with what i was doing and that's all you can really ask for. voting out adam was a lowlight, and voting out van sucked ass too no matter how shitty she got with me. i wanted that highlight to be a victory, but it isn't. it's just kinda like... i have fond memories of this game, i had a great time, and i worked hard. i was just ripped out you know? like i feel like i still belong in that house.
oh well, life moves on. you bet your ass this isn't the last time you'll hear from me. i had a great time and i NEED to finish my bbrnf story. thank you hosts for dealing with me, and thanks alumni for having me along for the ride too. this was a great game, and i hope you're all proud of it.
lets finish strong, and i wish enormous amounts of luck to the final 4.
hope to see you again soon! 