Just like I thought : Jackie left like a class act on the board..but has been sending messages to Pilar telling her that there was a big alliance that turned on her..and she exposed us all. Not sure if that is in the rules..but whatever I expected no less from her. I did not want her connected to my real allies in any way shape or form. I had her pegged as a backstabber in that MR comp and I was right. This was what stopped me from trying to bring Adam /God into the group. Now that she is gone I thought about it but I am worried about Zach leaking to Team Canada. Michael decided we should just team up with Adam and God on the side and I agreed but now I am wondering if God has heard about this group of five too. He is drilling me and I want to tell him the truth but I need to talk to Adam first. I should have told Adam about that group before but I was waiting for a way to bring him into it safely.
FUCKING JACKIE SCREWED EVERYTHING WHEN SHE WAS HERE AND SHE IS STILL DOING IT !!!
Personally I don't care if I leave next but I want my guys to stay and kill this game and to know that I always had their backs. It would break my heart if they were to think I was playing them because I really want both Michael and Adam in the F2 no matter what. I can't tell them that or they will think I am crazy, but that is really my goal. I love them both and will not choose between them until I cast my jury vote.