episode 3: final 13

[godfrey]

awww yeah, my reign is over but i think it was a fairly productive round.

adam and i are hammering out a longterm alliance with van and potentially someone else. maybe mike? who knows. all i know is that i'm gonna hammer out my relationshisp with everyone outside of canada: everyone that can nominate me basically. iron out the kinks and hope no one goes after little ol me.

i never really thought about it but my alias and who i am is never something i've hidden, and i can't help but think i've done a shitty ass job of hiding it. oh well, hopefully it doesn't hurt me.

current plan is to buddy up with the next hoh. i think i'm safe unless it's john, and even for him i can convince him of something hopefully. i have a feeling that pilar is going to be gunned for this week for being alledgedly hard to talk to. i see it, but i dont mind either way. pilar and john are my bet.

i hope adam wins hoh.

[godfrey]

also lol at sara being salty as fuck. made the right choice this week.

[godfrey]

it gives me life when people say "theres more to life than orgs" and their fucking playing orgs, like wtf are you insulting yourself? i dont get it.

sara is just bitchin cause she sucks at these orgs and is trying to make it feel better by telling everyone how little orgs matter in life. some people play video games, other people play orgs. she'll get over it.

[godfrey]

Zach Oleynik
I liked Marq a lot too. I still think Sean Rektor is an alltime great character
And I REALLY want to see Vanuatu but Im waiting patiently

ya zach knows who i am, he misspelled rektor so mischievously he's like teasing me with the fact that he knows who i am haha. i cant wait to find out who he is.

[godfrey]

next time i'm playing as a blonde girl and typing in a pink font

[godfrey]

imma just try and play it off like "wut haha yeah seans cool!" and try not to act like i noticed shit.

[godfrey]

best possible hoh tonight is adam winning. after the victory party he pulled me aside and said "ayo god, what do you think about nominating audrey"

at first i was a little hesitant cause i actually like audrey as opposed to jack, aisha, or john. but the more i thought about it, the more i was ok with it. after all audrey is social, and active. nominating someone like her will reveal facts and figures about this game. people will protect audrey, let her rot on the block, or even save her with veto and it's all intel that i gotta use. people can say what they want, but the real valuable shit would be the ACTIONS you know?

so i told adam i'm down and i'd support his noms. i honestly do, but i'm not going to make it as obvious with other people. i want to read some opinions and shit before i go parading my loyalty to adam. i hope this nom doesn't backfire on my boy adam, but better him than me. he says he's confident that he can get the votes to oust audrey which has me like "hold up, we literally just have 2 votes bro" so i'm hoping adam isn't toying around with some other people.

we'll see.

[Ika / Diva]

Interesting

[godfrey]

so i'm definitely starting to think somethings a little "up" with adam and maybe van but i'm letting it subside for now. after all, adam's fucking hoh, so i'm gonna let that ship run it's course. i basically think he's got a plan with some other people that doesn't include me, another "nations alliance" if you will.

the people in adam's voting block to oust audrey are zach, me, jackie, van, aisha, adam, john, and mike. lookin at the names, we got 2 canadians, 3 americans, and two australians and one brittish adam. i think theres a solid chance that in that group, adam stole my nations alliance idea and formed with with someone not me and he's keeping me as his side project of sorts. i might still be his main project but he's not cluing me into the real happenings, i dunno.

basically, just having some trust issues haha. i dont think it's a problem right now, cause i think adam has my best intentions at heart temporarily. i think i've played my low points well in letting him think that i'm not capable, so he might even have me as his priority alliance. i just feel like he's got other options, and i'm like one of those jealous girls who didn't clarify with MY MAN that he should be FUCKIN EXCLUSIVE even though it's a given in these relationships... i mean games.

woah, what'd i turn into there. anyways, yeah. just something for future god to consider.

[godfrey]

oh shit, hey, each clique has had power every round so far.

[godfrey]

so i was chattin around last night with penny and kev and they were surprised about the nomination. i wasn't, but i acted like i was, cause i'm rad that like that. anyways, penny and i hammered out a duo from it which is nice sounding to me. cause like... ay, if adam's gonna have some projects on the side he's workin on, i gotta have my penny capiche?

kevin was just as surprised as penny was but i was hitting the hay after kevin was talking to me. i think i'm gonna be the middleman after tonight, that'd be rad. i'll proudly let adam have his week and imma sit here like "yeah, i'm good."

[godfrey]

van just sent me a 10 sentence summary of why she sucks at challenges.

just what i wanted to receive from half of my alliance.

[godfrey]

pilar is ranting and raving to me about how shitty adam is and i'm sitting there going "yeah uh huh" and i'm worried that if pilar flaps her lips, i could get in trouble.

i'm hoping not, but i'm STRADDLIN that line between being a good player and making an ass outta myself.

[godfrey]

vanessa rousso
well it was actually an accident
not a really bad one..but bad enough
I had a brain injury
bad concussion

ngl, van's stories are hella interesting, but every new story makes me believe it a little less haha.

i bet the next story she tells me will involve climbing the serengeti.

[godfrey]

now she's telling me how her concussion made her not able to read for 2 years

i swear.... these are starting to get too crazy.