Week Two

[sara]

So, in what may be the death blow to any pretense of sociability I have, I wasn't able to be on tonight and probably won't be on much tomorrow. Crazy days. I'll try to sum it up as best as I can, both my thoughts on the game and why I'm so busy.

Ray was voted out 12-1, which is the most useless damn number because now I know nothing about how alliances are set. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe it means no one is trying to play me too hard. I don't know. I'm going to stick with my clique. I like Adam the best of my clique. Outside of the clique, Vanessa is absolutely bae and I love her so much. (not as much as other baes) I look forward to working with her. I'm not on anyone's radar I don't think, so I'm just going to keep being my friendly self and try to set up a good alliance.

As for why I'm so busy, I'm applying to my MA in English Lit. It's something I've been thinking about for a while, and i've ultimately decided that it's not something I can pass up. I can't work a job where I'm counting time. We get one shot, and I want to make mine count. 

Also, our new PM has an English degree, so the haters can suck it

[shir]

He has gorgeous hair TBH.

[sara]

You know what they show in BB ORGs that they don't show in Survivor ORGs? The answers to majority rules. . . fml

[sara]

Also saddled with the worst social game when I've actually been trying, nice

[sara]

Safe for another week. Good. I need to improve some things. It's tough to find that work-life-ORG balance, y'know?

I got another worst social game ruling, which I'm almost expecting at this point. Everyone in this game seems so fucking forced, the only person who actually feels real to me is Vanessa and maybe Aisha. Everyone else is putting on some kind of facade in order to get further.

Like with the nominations.

"GOOD LUCK RAY"

"GOOD LUCK AISHA"

No way. If I'm nominated, I'm not wishing you good luck. It's obviously insincere, so why be insincere? I need people to know I'm a straight shooter, so that way they know they can trust me, even if they don't see me that much. I'm going to fight so hard if I'm in the conversation, because I don't want to leave, even if my lack of presence seems to state otherwise.

So, on to the vote. Without having seen what people are thinking, part of me is almost leaning Gerry. It may seem crazy, but I think there are two main benefits.

1) Majority rules totally fucked me, because I didn't expect it to be revealed and so I put the sneaky Gerry up. Now he probably thinks I'm super untrustworthy. If he goes, that risk goes.

2) Other teams might be less likely to nominate a UK member if we're already down in numbers.

I think Charlotte will get over my Majority Rules answer, because she already doesn't like me, but Gerry seems like a smart dude and he could be a major liability. Jackie also seems to like me, and I like her, so I wouldn't be remiss to save her. I gotta talk it through with Vanessa, she's my main girl.

[sara]

HOLY FUCK


VANESSA - BBRAF12

"me too...I never talked game to him until today..just about general stuff..then today he really didnt know what was going on with noms and renoms and veto...so I told him what I knew and he seemed to be glad to know..I am sure we could work something out when the time comes....I get this feeling that maybe there is a huge alliance and we arent in it.
Charlotte shouldnt be here long ..she isnt around much and I havent heard anyone say much about her."

SIERRA - SURVIVOR WARRIORS 6

"ow. Coming into this game…I wasn’t sure how I was going to do. 3 tribes..secret clans….tribe swaps….backstabs, frontstabs, sidestabs, this game was CRAZY. The entire time I was scratching my head not knowing what to do next…and that’s because all of you gave me one hell of a challenge to get to where I am now. Trust me…this wasn’t just handed to me…I had to work day in and day out to get here…pandering for votes…painting other people as targets…lying a tad bit along the way, it was tough, but well worth it just to be sitting here in the finals. Let me just say, at the merge, the way things went, I never in a million years saw the 3 mull girls making it all the way to the end together, but heres a bit of a shoutout to both Gina and Kim to say WE DID IT *insert sparklers here*. Maybe I should stop carrying on with some boring opening and get to my points of why I deserve to win huh?! "


Those ellipses. . . I'm like 95% sure it's her.

Background: she, and everyone else thought I (Gina) was her goat. They were wrong. I stole the win from her at FTC, which probably pissed her right the hell off. She never spoke to me after that. This is phenomenal. I just need to make sure I don't reveal too much about myself. Then I take another win from her.