Kevin, please go to the diary room! NOW!

[Kevin Martin]

[Kevin Martin]

Week #1.

Omg, I'm so sorry for not posting a lot of confessionals earlier, life was just so busy for me! And well, I'm a lazy ass too :x AT LEAST I ADMIT IT.

So let's just cut to the chase and see what we got here. I'm going to make a quick breakdown for the whole cast first, just talk about each and every houseguest in the game and then I'll talk to you more about the vote and my strategy now that I've met everyone.

First up is the....

★ American Clique ★

Audrey: I really like Audrey! She's one of the few people I easily connected with. I love talking to her and I think I wanna work with her. Audrey is a huge threat in this game, I realize that! She's a contender to win this whole thing actually, in my opinion. Her getting enough votes to win HOH proves that she is a social player and someone who easily got people to like her and trust her quickly. Nonetheless, for NOW... I wanna work with her, but she's definitely not in my end game plans.

Jackie: We only talked once but it went SO well. I got along with her and we hit it off quickly. She's so bubbly and a bit silly which I love xD. I need to talk to her more often though if I want us to have something going.

Johnny Mac: He's a bit bleh for me. We contacted each other multiple times and we keep missing each other, or the conversation just gets cut short cause he needs to go. He's a very sportive guy, actually too sportive for my taste so it's very hard for us to get along, lol... I'm more of a musical guy so, we just don't really mesh well together.

Vanessa: I had very high hopes when I messaged her and I was so disappointed, lol. Just because Vanessa was my favorite on the show so I was expecting a lot more! She's okay though I guess, we talked only once at the beginning but then we couldn't keep in touch. She messaged me twice on the board, with 2 very long essays! I don't understand why she's so keen on making sure we keep in touch, but I appreciate it... really! Pretty sure she does that with a lot of people though. I mean, if talking to me is that important to you, then start messaging me instead on AIM, maybe? I think I've seen her on a lot while I was, but her status is always set to "busy"

Next up is the...
☀ Australian Clique ☀

Aisha: I was very surprised with her not posting her AIM screen name in the check-ins? lol. She seemed inactive at first, which got her nominated... although I just found out recently that she was the only one who did the competition for her clique? That's so bizarre! That clique is definitely TRIPPIN'! Being the last to check-in, not posting her aim, not being there socially were just a lot of signs that screwed her over, really! Although she's a VERY sweet and likeable person. She is stepping up her game now though, she explained to me that the game started at very busy days for her so it was just bad timing. I understand, completely... it happens to me a lot! We talked multiple times and got along well! I actually like her A LOT. She's in trouble this week, but I'm very open to saving her. I'll talk more about the vote later though, cause it actually IS very interesting and requires it's OWN diary room entry.

Michael: Definitely a very funny and charismatic guy, everyone pretty much sees that! However, I just don't trust him. I don't get good vibes from the guy! I mean he's pretty talkative and fun to talk to, but I know he's gonna be a sneaky player. So I'm keeping my eyes on him. We talked multiple times and I think it went okay.

Penny: We talked twice. Both times were boring, cliché and got cut short so fast. I don't like her at all, she doesn't even seem a bit nice to me.

Ray: Last friday was the first AND last time we talked, LMAO! But guess what? I LOVED our conversation A LOT, one of the few people I was looking forward to more conversations with! He was sooo fun to talk to and I felt like I wanted to work with him, but then things started going down hill for him :/! We didn't keep in touch after our first talk then he didn't vote for the HOH and then got nominated for it. Now he's actually in a lot of trouble cause people are willing to save Aisha over him! I feel bad for him, really! I don't know if he gave up or what? But this proves that this game is so intense, and if you just blink your eyes longer than you should.... you're DONE!

Then we have our beloved...
♣ Canadan clique ♣

Godfrey: He's so lulzz xD! We didn't REALLY converse much but we bonded while doing the HOH comp. I think he's more of a troll, at least that's how I perceive him. We didn't talk much and we're not that close but I do need to work on my relationship with him because I'm on good terms with the other 2 clique mates, but not him.

Kevin: . Hi.

Pilar: She's sooo sweet, not the most talkative but she's really nice! We seem to hit it off quickly and bond over the fact that Kevin & Pilie were a showmance on the show. We've been pretty close, but now we're drifting apart a bit :x? Idk why but I'll work on it more. I think my problem is I've been wanting to branch out of my clique and focusing on getting close to other people outside of it more.

Zach: He's a genuinely nice guy! I love talking to him, he can definitely handle a conversation well and always has a lot to say, which I love. He's one of the people that I see myself working with. He's already branched out it seems though but I'm looking forward to having him as an ally.

Aaaand finally, THE...
♦ British Clique ♦

Adam: We got to talk and it was boring, but I honestly messaged him at a weird time late at night and he was probably getting ready to sleep, so I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt! We have very different schedules it seems like so I rarely seem him online. What I wanna talk about concerning Adam though is that I'm super sketched out by Audrey picking him to play in the veto and she obviously made the right decision there, lol. They seem pretty tight and he seems like a comp beast so yeah I'm definitely keeping an eye on that duo, and him specifically.

Charlotte: She's nice, I enjoyed talking to her for the little while it lasted, but then she had to disappear and go. She's fine I guess!

Gerry: I LOVE GERRY SO MUCH OH MY GOD! He's definitely one of my favorites, I wanna get closer to him and work together. I just love hangin out with him and talking. My bestie this season SO FAR.

Sara: Ummm, I don't know whose fault it is but I never met this person, lol.
I generally don't like this clique at all and probably all about targeting them EXCEPT GERRY! They are the least active socially in my opinion. Not a huge fan.

I do expect our clique to go head to head against the American clique, we seem to be the stronger cliques. The Aussie clique is not the best at comps and the UK clique is weaker socially.

That's what I think about everyone and who I see myself working with, in my next diary room entry I'll talk more about the vote and more game related stuff.

Stay tuneddd!

[Kevin Martin]

Week #1.
~Entry #2~
So for this vote it's Aisha and Ray on the block. Audrey asked me about my thoughts for this week's nominations, who I'd be willing to keep and I mentioned how Aisha has been growing on me more as she's stepping up her social game and I actually really like her so I'd be leaning towards keeping her. She then went on to talk about how much she'd be concerned about Aisha staying since Aisha was actively talking about how much she wasn't happy with Audrey's decision and I confirmed that to Audrey actually, Aisha DID tell me that too. So Audrey told me that Aisha is her target and she wants me to vote to evict her. I definitely agreed to that and told her that I had her back no matter what and that I don't mind evicting Aisha if it's better for both of us, gamewise. I was BSing, okay? lol. Idk how I'm voting yet and I'm not doing anything that is good for anyone, I'll do what's best for me! At first I thought hmmm, maybe I shouldn't rock the boat too much and just evict Aisha, that's how most people would think about it I feel like but OOOOOOH, hell no! A lot of people are actually willing to go against the flow and what Audrey wants! They wanna keep Aisha in and vote out RAY! Michael has been pretty vocal about it, he seems to be leading the charge to keep Aisha and get out Ray. Him, Vanessa, Zach, Pilar & Penny want to keep Aisha. So I have mixed feelings about this!

That sounds like a group I might have a chance to work with, if I agree with them and work together on this vote... then I got myself a group that could potentially become an alliance. Another good thing is that this vote will split the house in half, which I really want, lol. So I kind of want to support it to make sure it happens, a unanimous vote would suck ass, right? What's the fun in that!?

Aisha mentioned to me that there is a majority who promised her their votes, but who knows? Maybe they're just lying. On the other hand, if we wanna look at it from a different perspective... Aisha IS more threatening than Ray! She is at least more of a competitor socially! So that's one less person to worry about, she has a lot of people close to her as well... so yeah! But it's also still early to be going for "threats", it's just something to think about!

I'm not finalized with my decision yet but I'm leaning towards keeping Aisha now. Ray just never talks to me and I have no idea what he'd do if he wins HOH while I know I'll be safe with Aisha. I also want Audrey and Aisha to keep goin after each other and keep the war going between them. Hopefully have them both rallying up troops to go at each other! WHICH IS SO MUCH FUN TO WATCH WHILE LAYING LOW!

[Kevin Martin]

Week #2.
So Aisha got to stay and I was very happy about it. I thought the vote would be more split than that tbh but it was a landslide! I was just hoping for a division in the house so things could get interesting, but maybe there still IS a division? The people who were pretty vocal about keeping Aisha Vs. the people who just wanted to go with what Audrey wanted? , it's possible!

Michael came to me and was so happy that we like were able to pull it off and keep Aisha in. Vanessa talked to me about that as well and how she really likes me and was happy that I was one of the people that Aisha knew "for sure" were definitely voting to keep her. Glad I was able to give that vibe cause I was actually really on the fence, lmao.

I talked to Audrey before eviction and gave her the update about how everyone was pretty much evicting Ray and that I'll have to go with it. I wanted to still be on her good side eventhough I was going against what she wanted cause I wanna work with BOTH, Audrey & Aisha.

I've been getting much closer to Gerry and we both talked about how we feel closest to each other and really trust each other in the game, so he suggested forming an alliance! Which I was so happy about cause I was gonna suggest that to him sooner or later anyway, I was just waiting for the right time. Then we talked about who else we can align with to maybe form a group of 4 and we both agreed that Audrey & Zach are our other favorites/people that we talk to the most and like or feel like we can trust. So the plan was that it'd be my mission to talk to Audrey about it and Gerry's to talk to Zach. We did it Wednesday night simultaneously and we got ourselves a 4 way alliance! Audrey was SOOO damn excited about it. Zach, not so much.... LOL. He wasn't thrilled even A LIL BIT, lol. Anyways, it's something out there. I don't have to be 100% loyal to it, but it's better than nothing. Those are the only people I'm aligned with. I mean I'm kind of working with Aisha and she wanted to solidify an alliance, but it was never brought up again. I will soon though. I think she's aligned with Vanessa & Michael for now and that maybe made her feel safe or something.

So then ironically, Aisha wins HOH.... LOL! I honestly believe that this is both a good and a bad thing. That girl is GOOD at this game, look how she turned things around for her AND then went on to win HOH! That's pretty huge. She went from rock bottom to the top of a skyscraper, THE HECK. That's what i love about Big Brother! So she's a HUUUUGE threat to me. HOWEVER, I'm 100% safe with her. I'm very close to her and we talk all the time, she told me multiple times that I'm one of her very few favorites in the game. We have gotten very close throughout the first week so it's good for me that SHE would win HOH over a lot of other people that I don't really talk to and don't feel safe with. So I'm pretty sure I'm safe for another week, which is really good!

I talked to her about who she'd possibly nominate and she mentioned concerns about Gerry, she doubted that he could be the hinky vote against her. As an ally of Gerry, I had to stand up for him and tell her that Gerry actually told me he was keeping her before eviction (he really did) but Aisha wasn't feeling it! Honestly, I wasn't gonna push any harder or stand up for him more and get defensive. This is where I need to be careful, any more campaigning/talking to try and get him out of this proves that I'm aligned with him, so I just nodded along! At that point, I had to watch out for myself and just get on her good side... last thing I need is have her think I'm aligned with her target, do you imagine how messy this could get? I can't be TOO loyal like that, I just need to do whatever helps MY game.

Then a bit before the nomination ceremony I asked who she'd be putting up and she said GERRY & JACKIE! That nomination ceremony just........

THAT GIRL IS ON FIIIIIIIRE! She is not messing around any second! She nominated 2 people who are actually way bigger threats than a lot of other people that are way less active and SHE herself told me that! She mentioned that she doesn't talk to some people much... like Sara, Godfrey, Charlotte, Adam & Johnny Mac. That was before she got HOH though so idk what they promised her or whatever. I'm so happy Jackie got nominated though , I don't trust her at all. I mean I liked her at first but now I'm not feeling her, I hope she leaves this week. Very shocked she didn't go after Audrey, I think it's a bit stupid cause Audrey was pretty vocal about getting Aisha out but they definitely made an alliance there. Proves Audrey is very clever for getting herself out of this situation and makes Aisha a bit shady maybe :x

Anyway I have my boy's back here, I hope he wins veto! If not, Jackie's gotta pack her bags cause Gerry is not leaving this week.

[Ika / Diva]

Oct 23, 2015 11:48:11 GMT Kevin Martin said:

Week #2.

Anyway I have my boy's back here, I hope he wins veto! If not, Jackie's gotta pack her bags cause Gerry is not leaving this week.

Kevin did not work out of you this week...........  whats your next move? 

[Kevin Martin]

Just lay low and hide the fact that I voted in the minority, lol.... whenever that vote was brought up I said I kept Jackie so yeaaah!! I'm pretty much going to blame it on the inactives, since they won't really be around to defend themselves! XD

[Kevin Martin]

 

Week 3 & 4
So sorry for not posting a DR entry! Everything just decided to pop up for me that last week so it's been pretty hectic, IT STILL IS BTW but I'm managing time to post some confessionals for you!


Soooo, Gerry's gone... which is such a big hit and a big loss for me cause he was a VERY close ally, that sucked :/! I really tried to save him though, I didn't care that it seemed like Jackie was staying, I still kept him anyways! Cause YOLO haha. I was pretty sure I could hide it anyway, I was acting very nice to Jackie and agreed to vote to keep her when she approached me, LOL. I knew she could be staying so I was 100% positive about keeping her and kept talking to her a lot in case she wins HOH.

Penny was one of the people REALLY trying to help me save Gerry, and it made me like her A LOT! On the other hand, Adam sketched me out BIG TIME. I was talking to Penny while he was talking to me, he acted open to me about keeping Gerry while telling Penny simultaneousy that he WILL NOT keep Gerry no matter what. Penny told me about that and asked me not to say I know about it. So yeah I don't trust Adam at all.

I had kind of a weird convo with Godfrey at that second eviction when he told me he heard that Jackie was staying when it wasn't even obvious yet, it was during the very early hours of eviction. So I asked "Let me guess, was that Michael?" And DING DING, it ironically was! LOL. It just sounded like something Michael would do, he goes around and spreads whatever he wants to see happen, so YEAH it was so Michael. Godfrey seemed sketched out by that though, no idea why :/ ! But whatever, he went on to win HOH and I got to be safe! LOL

I tried to sense Zach about him, Audrey and myself still having an alliance but I don't think it'll work out since he said they don't talk much? Mmm, whatever... I'll just try to stay close to both .

I'm honestly feeling out of the loop, I'm not in any alliances so I'm gonna be a free agent/wild card this whole game it seems like which sounds pretty fun. There HAS to be some big alliances that will emerge as 2 sides and I could play both? Idk I need to pray that happens or I'm screwed, haha.

I WAS SO DAMN HAPPY that Sara got evicted! It's been 3 weeks and we never even met? LOL. She was so inactive, so good riddance!

I hope I somehow surprise myself and win this HOH! I'll be coming for the people who don't talk to me much and are a bit threatening to my game like: JMac, Adam, Jackie.... Adam/Jackie would be a very interesting nomination I'm sure

Let's wait and see who wins, it better be someone who likes me! eh

[Kevin Martin]

Week #4
Phew, that was close! lol. I don't talk to Adam much cause I don't trust him so I knew I could be going up. I made sure I was online to talk to him and promise him safety/make a deal so it'd be more appealing to nominate someone else that is not me! It helped that I was actually so close to winning that HOH, like it wouldn't make sense for someone who sucks every HOH to offer something like that, you know? I can't go around and do that every week though, it will seem shady. I didn't have to do it until this week, thankfully!

I was VERY shocked to see Audrey nominated, not only because she's very well liked and sociable, but also because she's the only one between the few people I talked to about Adam being HOH who said she felt good with him! So that was a surprise to me! I'm just relieved I'm safe tbh. I knew Pilar would get nominated, she told me she never talks to Adam and expected to go up so no surprise there.

Adam putting up Audrey is a huge move! Blaming his nomination on game talk is just BS obviouslyyy, lol. It seems like she IS his target, cause if you're gonna put up a big player like her on the block, I mean it'd be pretty stupid to still have them in the game cause they could come back and go after you. What sucks about that is that Audrey is ANOTHER person who I feel very close to :/ so this is like Gerry's nomination week ALL OVER again! Those people seem to be going for my allies and that's uncool. This week though, I won't really say anything, I need to go with the flow and lay low about it. I'll talk to people to see where the majority is going and just go with it!

After talking to Aisha and Michael,  it seems like they want Audrey gone this week... and also I got from what they said that Jackie would want her out too. Michael said that there is actually a majority to get Audrey out, which is very stange cause I didn't hear anything about that! Sounds like a group of people aligned, huh? Audrey is in a lot of trouble this week. I mean I'm glad it ain't me but I'm losing another ally and I don't really have many allies in this game :/. Michael, Aisha, Adam, Penny, Jackie...! That group is just so fishy to me, they seem tight from what I've gathered from talking to all of them. I know Aisha put up Jackie buuuuut, idk maybe they cleared the air after that. Michael told me he doesn't trust Audrey at all cause she threw Jackie under the bus to Aisha which got Jackie nominated, he was so pissed about that! Liiiiiiiiike, shows how tight he is with Jackie. I think what's helping me in the game so far, or at least with that group... is that Aisha and Michael like me! So I gotta keep it up with them since it seems to be saving me! lol. Most things seem to be going Michael's way in this house, so let's see for how long. If I'm HOH, pretty sure I won't let that continue for too long.

I hope the veto is not used cause I wouldn't feel 100% safe, I could very well go up :/ if Audrey could save herself though and Johnny mac would go up instead of her not me, then YEAH I HOPE THAT HAPPENS cause I don't want to lose Audrey!

[Kevin Martin]

Week #5 & #6
So that was an easy week for me since Pili, who is someone I'm close with won HOH and I was 100% safe with her. She came to me and talked about possibly coming after big players like Michael & Adam for those noms WHICH WAS SOMETHING I'VE BEEN WANTING TO DO FOR AGES, but I keep Talla'ing my way in these comps getting 2nd place :/ anyway I totally supported her decision and told her I have her back on this and encouraged her to go for it. She talked to me about Vanessa & Jackie pushing her to nominate Penny & Charlotte. Pilar kept gathering info from people and put the pieces together to come to the same conclusion I came to last round! Which is the group of people I suspected are together! I WAS SO EXCITED THAT SOMEBODY ELSE SAW IT! Cause like I mentioned in my last DR entry that I was 100% sure that group had something going. Apparently Penny is not in it, I just assumed she would be cause she seemed close to Adam but yeah it's pretty much an alliance of : Adam, Michael, Vanessa, Aisha, Zach & Jackie (who luckily left).

After Michael won the veto, Pili came to me and told me she was thinking about putting Jackie up (who was someone I wanted out cause she didn't talk to me and didn't like me) so ONCE AGAIN, I totally supported that. Jackie has been weary about me for pushing the vote a bit towards keeping Gerry when she was on the block against him, BUT WHATEVER... the bitch is gone now and I'm so happy about it! Vanessa, Adam & Michael threw Jackie under the bus HARDCORE to me after the veto ceremony, like i was sooooo surprised! You guys were IN LOVE with her, now you hate her freakin guts? So yeah they turned on her in an eye blink. I was fine with keeping Adam cause I felt like I could mend fences with him, but with Jackie... she was pretty much putting me up if she won.

Apparently, last week... Adam was thinking about putting me up (which I knew was coming and thus offering him a deal and buddying it up with him) but Vanessa ended up influencing him and telling him not to put me up, to talk to me and he will like me... which actually worked, haha. Yeah so I owe Vanessa big time tbh, even if we are on opposite sides now, she helped me a bit unless she's making up shit to gain my trust or take credit for shit she didn't do, idk but Vanessa is a deadly player, she's calm yeah but she works behind the scenes... I'm watching you, Vanessa though... I'm VERY AWARE of your gameplay.

That alliance they have going forced Godfrey, Pilar, Charlotte, Penny & myself to come together and form an anti-alliance. Idk how solid that would be, cause it's an alliance of circumstance BUT... I can't just stay there and do nothing about it. That alliance is strong and they need to be BUSTED UP as soon as possible! The problem we are facing right now is........ Johnny Mac! He is playing both sides at this point and he is not so clear with this week's vote. He did tell Penny & Pilar that he will vote with us against Adam, but he actually told me he is not 100% sure and wants to feel people out first. He also told me that he feels him & I are riding the middle and we can decide which way to go, he just wants to make sure that the other alliance actually DOES exist (lol, it does... it's too obvious) he's just a wild card, idk where he stands. I'm still working so haard on my connections with the other side, getting close to them, getting them to like me and acting like I'm okay with voting Penny/Charlotte, I don't know what Johnny Mac will do but I told him we should talk to people then make a decision together. I don't wanna vote for Adam then end up in the minority, I always wanna keep myself in the majority. Hopefully if I keep my connections with both sides and they keep battling each other, I'll be able to make it far. Sounds like me & Johnny Mac will be in the same position for a while in this game and could be forced to work together.

My OWN personal preference is to vote out Adam, he's part of that big alliance and can win comps so I wanna see him gone but I didn't wanna push it on Johnny Mac like Pilar and Penny did so he doesn't think I'm 100% with them. I don't wanna play my cards now or be obvious to him or even Michael/Adam/Vanessa/Aisha/Zach... they need to keep thinking I'm just a loner, a wild card, someone stuck in the middle or actually on their good side. With Jackie out of the picture, I don't have any enemies at this point which is PERFECT for me and I want to keep that going. So I'm being VERY careful with my words.

It's a waiting game for me now, I need Johnny Mac to come online so I can discuss this vote with him and see what'll do. Hopefully he'll just realize on his own that it's smarter to evict Adam without me convincing him, if not... then at least I'll know! And that's when I'll have to work some magic and maybe push a lil bit.

Man, this will be a long ride!

[Kevin Martin]

Week #7
YES! Week 7 and I'm one out of 3 people that were never nominated! I must be doing something right in this game, eh? xD I feel a bit accomplished, I hope I can keep that record up all the way to like final 5 would be great for my resume!

I was so happy someone from our side won HOH, and was like that's good now we can get out one more person from that other side! Buuuut then goes Penny's stupid noms! I don't really get it, looool... wtf? The only reasonable explanation would be that she's trying to stay neutral with those noms so she doesn't have one of the 2 sides coming after her hardcore, she's trying to play both sides and ride the middle by putting up 1 person from each side, like OKAY... it might work for you but if it does then people are REALLY stupid cause that was super shady and nobody wants to work with such a lose cannon. At least now I know who to throw under the bus when someone from the other side wins HOH, LOOOOL. Our alliance came together and we had ONE GOAL.... EXTERMINATE THE OTHER ALLIANCE! How hard is it, Penny? And now that we get a chance, you blow it up? That's SOOOOOOO dumb, I don't get it! She didn't even consult the alliance or ask us! That proves she is NOT a team player and she really moved down the totem pole for me and Godfrey as well! Like I don't trust her at all! I'll just have to play along with this and make sure I'm safe for another week. Hopefully Johnny Mac will just vote with us, I'm just not sure cause he is SUCH a wild card. I've been working on my relationship with him so I'll keep doing that, keeping working on the fact that we're in the middle and should always vote together etc, like last round... we seemed to bond over that! Penny better has some backdoor plan on her mind or something, I'm just pissed about this. I mean you JUST saved Charlotte! You were the deciding vote! Now you're putting her up? We're pretty much FUCKED if Charlotte is pissed about her nom and blows up our alliance :/. I don't even know if she gave Charlotte a heads up that she's going up. Penny made a huge mistake here, does she even realize how HARD Vanessa was throwing her under the bus and trying to get her nominated when Pilar was HOH? I just don't get it

On a good note though, I'm VERY happy that Zach got nominated and I'll work so hard to get him out. Zach is my #1 target right now. If I had won HOH, it would have been him 100% on the block and just some other person from the other side as a pawn, who I wasn't sure who it would be cause the other 3 are actually close to me and like me, so someone was gonna get butt hurt. Maybe it's good I didn't win so I don't get blood on my hands and screw up my good relationship with the other 3 or have them super pissed at me and coming after me like they are with Pilar. I'm still trying to keep my connections with the other side, just keeping my options open! They all came to me (except Zach) and told me that we're still fine and Adam going won't affect our relationship, and that they REALLY respected that I was honest about voting Adam and didn't lie about it.

It's funny how NOW Zach is coming to talk to me and trying to buddy it up when he hasn't talked to me IN TWO ROUNDS. This is why I always knew Zach was part of some big alliance. FIRST, he didn't care about the bombsquad-ish alliance that him, myself, Gerry & Audrey had. And SECOND, he NEVER approached me for a talk, it was always me trying to talk to him... so I always suspected him and was always weary about him. I mean, how convenient was it that GERRY & AUDREY both went home as soon as that alliance was formed, eh? Just glad I wasn't the one they targeted, PHEW cause that was close. Zach told me his alliance accused HIM of flipping! LOLOLOLOL, so he is basically stuck between 2 sides that don't trust him and dislike him. Feels like a good chance to snatch him up, yeah? But I don't even know if he's smart enough to realize he's fucked either way.

So basically there is a lot of damage control that needs to be done. Godfrey and I were discussing and we decided we need to get into Penny's head and convince her to backdoor Michael or even Vanessa. If I win that veto myself, Charlotte will be saved and someone from the other side will get backdoor'd ! If a big move needs to be made, I'll make it. I'm just not the best with comps which sucks for me. We also need to talk to Charlotte, calm her down so she doesn't blow up our newly formed alliance. I hope Penny gave Charlotte a heads so Charlotte doesn't go nuts :/. The third thing we need to do, is work so hard on getting closer and closer to Johnny Mac, cause THANKS TO PENNY, he is our only savior at this point! Yeah we have a lot of work to do, Godfrey told me we have a long to do list... which is VERY true!!!!

[Kevin Martin]

Nov 15, 2015 13:42:52 GMT 2 vanessa said:
Hey Kevin


Well it sucks to be nominated but it doesn't really shock me since I knew at least one person was pushing for it. Possibly even 2. IDK how close everyone is over there or where you fit in but I am hoping that you will come across with one vote for me. I know I would for you in a heartbeat
and my word is good which is a rare thing in these games. With the history Jmac has of vote flipping and the hinky voter it would not necessarily look like you were the vote that saved me
but I would know, and I would never forget it. If the HOH went to the other side I am pretty sure no matter who won it I could steer them elsewhere and I would never vote you out no matter who you were beside.
Keeping Charlotte around is dangerous now and I tried to explain to Pilar when she was HOH that Charlotte would be a threat to everyone post jury because being nominated beside her would almost certainly ensure your going home. She is going to be a seasons goat and possibly even make F2 for an easy win .
I hope you can vote to keep me Kevin because since our first chat you were one of my favorite people. Godfrey and Kevin were my 2 fave BB players ever..but RNFGod turned out to be a fraud....RNF Kevin is the real deal and whether or not you are able to come through here I will leave the game with nothing but respect and great feelings for you.

BUT I still want and need your vote ..pleeeeease xxxx

Wellll.... yeah! But you are also part of a very powerful alliance. I personally like Vanessa, of course I enjoy talking to her more than Charotte and might have a stronger bond with her buuuuut, this is not a popularity contest and I won't be playing the game based on emotions. The mission is clear! ELIMINATE THAT ALLIANCE as soon as it was ousted, this has been the trend recently, why not continue on with it xD? Jokes aside, it's the smartest thing to do now. I think I can do pretty well with the "new" group that I have, they aren't the STRONGEST. That other group? I cannot beat. Aisha, Michael & Zach are tought competitors. Vanessa is also a huge social threat and definitely a good talker that has a lot of influence on her alliance so I'm not letting this chance slip by by keeping her, she NEEDS to go.

Idk where Johnny Mac is, but he needs to know that Vanessa doesn't trust him so I make sure he votes her out, LOL. Vanessa had a very long conversation with me yesterday basically throwing Johnny Mac and Godfrey under the bus, which they will both know about . Oops sorry just playing the game. Best of luck Vee!

[Kevin Martin]

Week #8
I guess that was kind of an easy week? I'm honestly in a perfect position right now and won't go on the block for a while unless Zach wins HOH! I'm good with each and everyone left in the game except him. So as long as he doesn't win I'll be fine! I'm very close to Aisha so that was another easy week for me xD. I have to stay close with all of them so I stay off that block.


I've gathered some more info from Michael & Aisha about that alliance they have, apparently it was just for 1 round? LOL. Michael/Aisha/Zach/Vanessa/Jackie. So Adam REALLY wasn't in it? Idk I couldn't believe that at the time but I guess it's true. It was a silly cheesy "Frozen" alliance where Jackie just assigned each one of them a role and wanted to control the game with it. LMFAO. The bitch thought she had this game all figured out, which is why she never bothered talkin to me and was super cocky. No wonder I disliked her so much, mehhhh. I'm glad she didn't even make jury

Those noms are BORING, why isn't Aisha making big moves? lol. Charlotte and Johnny Mac are not even campaigning! I personally prefer keeping Johnny mac but Aisha made it clear to me that she wants him gone. I don't mind going against what she wants, it's that point in the game where I need to do what's best for me. HOWEVER, Johnny Mac is not worth risking my game, so I'm not gonna push TOO hard for it. I'll just see where Pilar and Godfrey stand and won't really push. Penny is on board. Charlotte is gonna Victoria her way in this game, will be the perfect pawn that sends everyone home. She is not a threat and nobody will target her. Where Aisha and Michael are PISSED at Johnny Mac so he may still be targeted. I don't think it matters that much, I honestly don't care who leaves  so I' ll just see where Pilar & Godfrey stand then vote.I just hate the fact that those nominees are not even trying to plead their case! So annoying but whatever eh. Final 8 here I come!

[Kevin Martin]

I campaigned so hard and it seemed to work at first, but now Michael changed his mind and wants me out :/. Sucks to go home over someone who went MIA and became inactive, like it's the worst feeling ... And we're at final 7!

This was so much fun while it lasted, thanks for a great game Kat & Shir.

Goodbye

[Kevin Martin]

I'm not fooled by Aisha's fakeness. She is acting like she was keeping me this whole time, which is obviously a lie!! However, i'll play along with it cause I have no other options, eh. I'm not that stupid, Aisha -_____- she came to me 10 mins after the announcement was posted saying that she will not vote to evict me (acting like she didn't see it yet) loooool. Anyway, I'll play the victim/lone wolf card for now, hoping they would take out the pair (pilar/penny) out over me, which would buy me like 2 rounds. But seriously nobody is safe with me after that round, they should all worry cause anyone can go up

Glad I lived to fight another day!

[Kevin Martin]

Those 2 rounds have been very stressful!!!! Like woaaaah, calm down a little bit! From FINALLY winning an HOH to getting blood on my hands to then having Michael super pissed at me and coming after me, to getting nominated and almost going home! It has been one hell of a roller coaster for me. I'm very thankful that I'm actually still here!

Basically I just wanted Zach gone! Michael is SUPER good at comps so I knew he could win and then veto Zach which would force me to put up someone like Aisha who I'm really close with from the other side or one of my own allies! So I was hoping I'd nominate Zach & Michael (that was my best route & odds!) then if someone wins, Charlotte goes up as a pawn and supposedly my 2 allies that I FREAKIN TRUSTED (Penny & Pilar) would evict the one next to Charlotte on the block and I'd break the tie, which would have gone smoothly & perfectly! I wasted my HOH on Charlotte but I don't think I made any stupid moves with this HOH, I just had to get blood on my hands and it hurt me but I HAD to win an HOH... I didn't have much time to think or realize Godfrey wouldn't come back and I didn't wanna put him up cause he was an ally. Well I'm kind of defending myself here after Michael accused my HOH of being the worst one (ironically now his is worse, lol). I had no idea Pilar was such a loose cannon and would flip on me for FREAKIN ZACH? Selfish bitch. Like that was the STUPIDEST move in this game imo, why alienate me and lose my trust and go against me when you already have 2 enemies in Aisha & Michael? After she went nuts I basically threw her under the bus to Aisha so Pilar would have 3 people (including myself) coming after her . She can enjoy having Zach & Penny on her side now.

Basically when Michael won, it was a no brainer I would go up... I mean I understood it, I JUST put him up. I campaigned to Penny so hard when she won the veto to use it on me, cause Pilar literally was begging me to just put any aussie up and suspected Penny having an alliance with them so I used that against Pilar in my campaign to Penny but it didn't work. I guess Penny wanted someone stronger in comps, which I totally understand. I realize my weakness here... but to want me out over Godfrey? Are you fucking kidding me? You do need people to help you fight the other 3, WTF? Anyway I was DONE with Penny as well at that point and campaigned to Michael & Zach that I'm hardcore after Penny & Pilar now and will make sure they go before anyone... I even said I could just bow out at final 4 (which is a lie, DUH) but I was just trying to show them that I was desperate and my main goal at that point was to make it further than those 2. I HAD to do that to have Zach/Michael/Aisha save me and think I'm 100% against Penny & Pilar now, which is true cause my #1 target now is Pilar, not just because she ruined my HOH and hurt my game but also because if she leaves Penny will have no one else but me to go to (cause she can't win against Aisha in the end) and Zach/Michael don't like her... and well I wanna go against her in the end. Michael changed his mind though and let me know about it, I didn't campaign more or go nuts or anything, I was just calm about it and wished him good luck. It was pointless at that point to continue campaigning. He weighed his options and keeping an inactive was better for him, lol.

I just had to wait and hope Godfrey would be removed from the game so I can stay. I did know there was a huge chance Godfrey would get pulled out of the game but I didn't use that in my campaign so I would find out who GENUINELY & REALLY wanted to keep me. I honestly thought Michael was smart enough to realize that this may happen on his own, but turns out he's not so bright, LOL. Cause he basically showed he didn't really care about me staying and was ready to get me out, when I promised him everything I can and laid my whole game out to him and promised him he will be safe with me and I would go 100% after Penny & Pilar. He lost any hope in me working with him again for no reason. Now NOBODY'S safe with me not EVEN Aisha! I'm still acting like I'm with Zach/Aisha/Michael and that I'm still pissed and so livid at Pilar & Pennny, but that doesn't necessarily mean that if I win that the other 3 will be safe! I told Aisha that we need to make a final 4 of me, her, Michael & Zach... to show them I'm after Pilar & Penny, it's not that solid and I won't be that commited to it but I'm just acting like a victim here, being dramatic and acting so hurt/emotional so they realize i'm like super hurt by Pilar & Penny WHEN I DON'T EVEN CARE, it's just a game and they are a pair of bitches so what's the big deal here? Hopefully Aisha will win and get one of them out and I stay safe.

I hope i win this HOH, cause I need it and something big will happen. Michael may have another knife in his back, AHA. And Pilar will sweat like never before. If Pilar or Penny win HOH, they'll want Michael gone (probably) cause a trash can playing big brother would realize he's a bigger threat than me. Let's see what happens though! Pretty sure they won't win cause that HOH needs someone who actually TALKED to people and was sociable, which is NOT those 2, lolz.