Jmac hasn't even messaged me since he was nominated. He randomly picked me for veto, and then didn't message me after I won to ask me to veto him. Sorry but if you don't care enough to plead your case, then I don't care enough to stick my neck out on the line to keep you safe.
If I did use veto, then someone else I like would have went up, and that would have just been bad, so I decided not to use it. I don't really care which of the two gets evicted, I like Johnny Mac more, but I think everyone will evict him. I will probably throw him a pity vote or something, but who knows, anything can happen.
I have a lot to talk about with this fast forward, and how I'm probably going home this week. We will start with the HOH, Kevin wins, I thought it was a good thing. Up until this point Kevin had not done anything of value in the game, he was just sort of here. He wins, and I know I'm safe, so I start planting the seeds that Michael needs to be nominated and evicted. He nominates Michael and Zach, and for personal reasons he wants Zach out. So I get picked for veto, and try to win it to keep nominations the same, but of course Michael who only knows how to attack people wins veto, cause he wins everything he needs to stay. Kevin tells me he wants to nominate Charlotte, with the intention of getting Zach out and I told him that it was stupid to do that, when Aisha is the one doing shit. I told him I want Zach to stay, we get in a fight, and basically that alliance is over. Kevin decides to throw me under the bus to Aisha, so now I have her target on my back. Kevin like 100 percent confirmed there's a deal with Aisha, so that sucks, and he knows about the deal I made with Zach, or thinks he does.
Kevin managed to take out someone who was never winning, lose an ally, and piss off multiple people. Aisha and me have barely spoke since then, and as we speak I am bringing it up, and basically just going to call Kevin a liar, in hopes that it some how gets her mad at him. Michael and me had a chat about how Kevin is crazy, which is funny cause Michael is as well, but you know I gotta make them allies, so we talk about how Kevin is pretty much slandering me through the mud, so it's fine. Kevin needs to not be so emotional, like okay I didn't follow through with your stupid nomset, cause it was smarter to get rid of Aisha. He just pissed me off doing so, and now I want to try to get him out.
Anyway, Michael just won HOH, he asked me earlier if I would have put him up, and I told him no, which is a lie, but I knew he had a good shot at winning since he spent the entire day listening to big brother contestant's voices when I spent it doing something productive. So I think he will still nominate me, but there's a chance he could do Godfrey since Godfrey is MIA and nowhere to be found. But winning veto is just a must now. I know people see me as a threat, I'm not god awful in challenges, so it's go time. I think I am tied for the most competition wins, so lets just pray I can win POV, and work on getting Kevin out, who has more than overstayed his welcome.
It does suck though, cause we were Kevie and Pilie, and such a cute showmance in the show and game, but oh well all good things must end, and I believe Pilar stayed over Kevin, so hopefully history repeats itself.
I must be really persuasive cause I convinced Penny to veto me, but it really was in her best interest cause she was the replacement if I won. Pretty sure Godfrey is Nick from Pure AS since they both disappeared at the same time. I want to evict Kevin really bad since he's so emotional, and blames me for ruining his game, so I know he is coming after me. The thing is I need Zach to evict him too, or he it will tie. But I have a plan, I am going to tell Michael that Kevin's pitch for me to keep him in the game is that he was telling me we have the same target (Michael). If I do it at the right time I think Michael will fall for it.
I am stoked I made it to the final 6, I openly admit I am not good at ORGs at all, my strategy sucks, and people are always so against me, but it's so fun when I'm everyone's biggest threat and they fail to get me out. Going into the next round, me or Penny have to win HOH. They pretty much attacked her, and I was the only one defending her, so I know she will be on my side. The great thing is, Penny is almost a guarantee beat in the end, or so they say. I doubt I will ever get Kevin's vote since he blames me for his game being ruined and starving kids in Africa.
I would type more but I'm going to try to sleep soon, hopefully I can not be sick come tomorrow.
I'm so sick and I'm getting out this week, sorry I failed everyone!
I played this game a little too hard, I got bored when I won HOH, and just wanted to play guns blazing. Thanks to everyone who had a part in letting me play one more time. Thanks to all the PW's for reading my DR's, it was an awesome game.
My final thoughts going into Jury is Kevin is delusional, and a hypocrite. I talked to him about nominations he told me I was going up, and I was like it's not that smart considering you're getting used and he attacks me and calls me a dumb bitch and a whore. And then makes it seem like I'm the bad guy. Like okay you just attacked Penny for vetoing me.
So I would vote Michael over him.
I hope Zach makes it to the end, he did a better job at socializing with me then Aisha or Michael did. Michael was just not fun to talk to in the game, he was cocky and I did not like it at all. I feel like Aisha will make it to the end since people will NEVER go against her. But yeah. I will give it one last chance to talk to Muchael, which he will probably just shut it down.